I'm ALIVE, I'm AWAKE and I feel GREAT! :D This is the first AIESEC shout that comes to my mind after I see the date of the previous post on this blog. Yeah, yeah, as it was mentioned before - "I'm such a blogger"!

The life is going, many things that were super unusual few years ago are becoming daily routine. Mindset continues changing, but, of course, some pure values of my life that I have since childhood are just becoming stronger.

Alhamdulillah, I'm a mostly happy positive person with a lot of thoughts in my mind. Maybe, to relax and share - I should write them more...

I'm such a blogger!!! :) Yes, as usual, I start my message - it's been a long time... To tell the truth - I started this blog when I was going to Ghana. so, I would reply to everybody all the question by one post :) I wanted to share and that time was full of new emotions that I couldn't keep much inside. But now, I'm shocked from time to time - when some people who are friends of my friends... tell me that they used to read my blog, it was very unexpected but nice! :0)

There were some changes in my life, but not super much. Right now I'm in Ukraine since November, a month ago started to match myself(looking for internship abroad :)), so, in a process now...

I don't like to upload all the pics I have, but the ones I upload - are all on facebook. Last album is about things I've made with my hands. :0)

If I miss Ghana and Egypt?... I do, but much more I miss people than countries by itself, would love to go to Ghana during next few years. And also now I dream about Asia - I really want to go to the islands there, they are som beautiful, to live in a small house on the water,... oh...

I'm finally at home, and some people from Ghana think that now I'm getting kilos, but it's not! I'm now less than I was in Ghana :S I'm 170 cm and have 50 kilos, that is too much! I don't want to be like a scary model :)) Actually, I feel ok, healthy and light enough to fly.:))

What I miss in Egypt as well - that is my super active self improvement life :) - 2 times a week language courses, 3-4 times a week few hours sport and, of course, studying cooking with my Kenyan and Korean friends! x

When will I write to this blog next? Don't know :) Some friends, thanks to them, told they they need me to write. But I usually write when I'm super full of emotions and there is nobody near to put them all on him/her/them. :) But tell me what is interesting for you in me, my life - I can try to write :))

Hugggs and all nicest emotions to everybody!!!! :0) xxxx

:((( One of my dream is running away from me! 2 years of dreaming, 4 days left and it suddenly runs away.... but I'm running after it! I hope it will come true this week! I really-really want! All people around me are trying to help already, at least a bit, who can, at least with some random advice.... Trying!...

Hey, people! You are super cool!

You made comments so fast on my blog that it
inspires to write more :).
Ol'kin! Thank you for the contact - I used to be in touch with her, need to go back:). Actually, she lives in my first Turkish city (were I had a CEED more than 4 years ago, wow,.. 4 years...).
Oxana!!!! Dyakuyu, sone4ko!!! Mabruk to you too for sure!! I wonder - I wonder who it is!! Next time I see you online I will bomb you with questions. :))
Aselka - thanks for the info too.

People, thank you for making my day! As today I was in a strange mood. For now waiting my Kenyan flatmate to come back from the trip with her Russian friend. And waiting for other updates from my Korean flatmate (whose Korean food I'm enjoying very much!!! Even though
she is not around, :) hehe).

Oh, I want something, I want something....

On the Pyramid and in Alexandria

Ohh! I think it's been a long time since I was here....

Something bumped into my head, decided to renew a bit. So, below I will just shortly write updates about me for last few months. :)

- I'm still working in Africa Regional Board, office is in Cairo, Egypt. Should be back in Ukraine in July.
- Since January I'm going to gym (mostly aerobics) and attending Turkish classes in Turkish Centre.
- In November I was in Ukraine and in December I was in Turkey in far east beautifull mountains part. That's were I got a marriage proposal. :) Yeah, who knew that my choice will be a Turkish guy - but life is full of surprises, and I'm very happy! :)))))
- In June I plan to go to the sea shore for around one week - here they have a beach for women only - so, I'm really looking forward to swim a lot and become chocolate. :)
- July-August I plan mostly to stay in Ukraine, maybe, travel a bit near and also receive driving licence.
- In September I plan to start working (AIESEC internship or anythig else) in Turkey. So, right now I'm realllllly looking for al opportunities and asking all people around who have connections in Turkey (or might have through other friends..). So, if you can help - please, do! As right now it's not the easiest thing.
- I will try to upload few pictures in the next post. Thank you a lot for interest in me and support!

Hey, me again. I really forget about my blog all the time as it was not my habit for last few months. I'm doing quite well. Adapting more and more. Enjoying my new room. People, you don't know how much happiness the decoration of my own room brings me! :) My Kenyan work and home-mate is trying to make me use to the TV. For now I'm in for such things: number one "Grey's Anatomy", and, sometimes - "Desperate Housewifes".
We try to make our time more or less different, but for now we weren't in many places. One of the nice place we visited - is the place where The Nile meets Medittarenean Sea. I have some pics in facebook. Today I will go to the photo/music/... exhibition of one of Egyptian LCPs, it's called "The Manual of life" I saw some presentations - very impressive! Wanna see more today...
Also I found out that if you know the places - you can really buy extremely cheap stuff, so, I'm motivated. :) Yesterday even bought Blue piramides with yellow "ieroglifs", yeah... almost AIESEC brand colours. Actually, during my free time I try to forget about AIESEC completely.
I start to learn how to cook new things. My Kenyan and Spanish flatemates are really cool
in cooking!
Yeah, I'm not sure now, but there is some percentage that I may come to my real home (Kiev)
for a few weeks in November (not days off, just realocation for short time, working working...).:)

What about you? Friends! I'm completely out of all blogs,... maybe, because, I work with this machine all the time and want to rest from it when I have a free time... Or it is not good excuse...
Anyway... Hugs to my friends and smile for you from Sunny Cairo! :0)

My life, my life is strange, I think so sometimes... I also know very well that almost all the time I choose the most difficult things for me. Why? To understand that I can or to really achieve something or just because I see that it is worth it... I know I'm very sensitive person, I know that I can also hurt people easily, strange combination as one of my friend says. But what I want people to know about me - I can bear everything but not disrespect & very obvious selfishness, if I see at least one thing that may push me that it is a kind of disrespect to others (and to me) - I just can't smile to that person, I do feel bad about it, but I can't, I try, but...
Again I chose to live somewhere far with some strange to me people, be far away from the people I love... again to use to strangers' habits, again be flexible, again keep a lot of emotions inside, again... Sometimes I hate myself for it, sometimes I feel it's more or less ok. But being away really makes me think more, and it often doesn't bring a lot of happiness.
Yeah, there are a lot of positive things in my life... Maybe, in a next post I will feel more like happiness sharing....
Am I lost? Do I think too much, am I tired? Am I selfish child?....
P.S. Don't mind me. Just have a nice day! :)