What do I feel? What do I want? I’m not sure 8). My mood can really change very often I may feel down but in 2 minutes feel like I can do many things and that great future is waiting for me. I want not very much but quite enough things and at the same time, that’s what bring me sometimes disappointments or sadness, but – never mind – crying is easy and sometimes relaxing – but not all the time, moving and moving all the time…

Many people ask me how is Ghana, how is everything, what I feel, what has changed. I know for sure – that something changed, but didn’t think very much about it. I know for sure that I learnt something, if to think more – will find out it. But what I’m afraid of is that I will forget everything in a year or more after coming back to home. For example – when you are foreigner you have some challenges that are understood very much by other foreigners, but when you are back to home for some time – you stop having such challenges and becoming much less sensitive to foreigners’ problems/challenges.

After living with several foreigners, especially boys in the house I understood for sure – that it’s nice experience – but it’s enough and I always want to live in my own flat/house and can bear some other people (especially not friends) only for several days and better – not in my house. I also understood how much I like to decorate my own place/flat/house, how much I like to make any place my warm/comfortable home.