Well, well, well, … this letter I’m motivated to write after some things that I was watching and that I found out. It’s something not nice that is disappointing me and not motivating to stay in AIESEC. It is POLITICS in AIESEC! Yes, I’m really shocked, I started to notice it since around 2 years ago, maybe, not earlier as didn’t have an access to many things and was not so “high” that that anybody can blame me in something.
But, really, people, one of the reason I joined AIESEC – as there was promise – non politic, as I hated and still don’t like politic, as you never know the truth and people playing with other people lives as with a sh…t.
And now what I see in AIESEC all over the world makes my eyes huge, makes me feel fear for where we are going and makes me disappointed. Can you imagine – you are enjoying an exotic food and then – when you almost finish eating(while eating you say hundreds times how nice and delicious it is) you discover that it is made from sh…t?
During last two years I saw so much sh…t in AIESEC, thanks God, there were still many nice unique things that didn’t let AIESEC to die in my eyes at all. Yes, AIESEC is a school of life – but does it mean – that our life should be in a sh…t? No, definitely no, and I would really like to shout to the ears(such loud that they would hear!) of that “sh…ty people” to stop doing what they do and/ or spoil only their own life.
But the most I don’t understand and don’t want to understand people who do a lot of bad things behind your back, gossiping, destroying full organizations, lives just because of some stupid ideas, ambitions, sickness,… and then they are coming to you, smile to you, regretting and crying with you because of some problems (as we say in AIESEC - challenges) you have in life. How can they be so mean???? And, if somebody like this is reading now it – never come to me, please!!! Go and buy dolls and dolls house, build dolls city at your home/garden and play with them as much as you want and don’t disturb anybody!
And, another thing I was shocked – what kind of people we recruit to the organization – if somebody contacting me in MSN(with contacts of people I know or from AIESEC) and from the first questions asking me my age, wants me to send my picture,…and when I say that it’s not a club for singles and that I’m not looking for anybody and don’t want to answer such kind of not very smart questions - the person starts to send me all disgusting words and pictures he has, insulting me in the most terrible way,… and this is AIESECer(I know he is in our organization for sure )???? I hate…….
Of course, there are a lot to say positive about other AIESECers I met – I did it and doing and will be doing, but for sure – not today. 8)

11 March 2007, 11 p.m.