Sometimes Ghanaian habit to start many things 30-60 minutes late gives me the opportunity to do some things just for me, for example – writing to my friends.
Now I need to write some more things that disturbs my too serious and emotional mind just to feel calmer and easier. So, let’s start just list them: I feel embarrassed when I see pissing people all around, especially if they 2-3 meters from me end especially if I see them from front, I feel less comfortable when I see shitting people. I feel a little bit angry when boys don’t close the door to the toilet(in our house) while pissing. I feel sick when I hear all the noises(while somebody cleans everything that in his nose and throat ) that are going from the bathroom (my room is near it). I feel irritated when I go hungry with several dollars in my pocket and people think that I’m rich white person with hundreds Euros in the pocket and that I should give them some money or buy some present. By the way- all the things I write now are not so bad and have some positive sides and explanation, I just write the worst part to be free from them.