

Hmm… have you ever thought about the things that makes you to be angry and disapointed? I mean – what?why?when?.... I found out one of them for me – it is when your time doesn’t belong to you, it’s when you came to be a change agent, to be a leader and example, to be inspired and hard-working all the time- BUT, some stupidly funny mini-challenges come to you and you can’t concentrate on work any more. Yes, one of the reason my coming here was to have many challenges and become a stronger person, it is and will be for sure, but what I’m afraid of it’s to become indifferent to many things. Yes, I’m a foreigner here and I should accept many things as they are here, BUT- there are allways things that shouldn’t be just accepted. I’m ALIVE, YOUNG and PASSIONATE! Don’t tell me – “you should use to it, it’s our reality”, these words are really heritating some times. I really want to express all my feelings and thoughts about some stupid things that don’t let me work in even normal way(I even don’t speak about nice or efficient way). Actually I express them almost every day – if not – I would have some illness already 8). Yes, you should see and hear me while saying this, I’m really emotional! So, here is the list of some of this things: 1. Every morning I(and my friends as well) wake up around 5 a.m. because several our neighbours(from very close to us houses ): sweeping leaves; turn on the water that falls very hard into basins made of metal(and, of course, they put it on the pavement not in a very accurate way); all of them turn on the music, of course, fast Afrrican music not the ones you can listen while sleeping; and all our neighbours wear shoose, and of course, it’s very hard for them in the morning to raise their feet in a way that predicts scraping. 2. Under my window you can see dogs’ home, there are several dogs with puppies, yes, they are nice but not at night when they make some strange noise or start crying as want to go somewhere or to eat something. 3. On the other side of the home there is a road, so, you can hear the car noise very well. This is Extremely loud road as you can always see here many people(sellers, kids, taxi-drivers, anybody, I even met some mad person,…). Oh, this loud road! In one place there are several big(like for big concert) speakers with Ghanaian music all the day. In another place there is a TV set, they put it outside of the building, near the road and some days you can here all the day some propagations of the prists from Charismatic churches….And of course, some sellers are at their places all the time, and others – just passing with their goods, and, of course, each of them has his/her own special noise(so, if you can’t see you hear that a guy with pinapples is passing). Really, I almost forget what it means to sit in a silence and to go through lonely streets! 4. I can’t relax while sitting in my or living room, especially in the evenings, as there is one guy, who is aloud to live near our windows(he has a table with his stuff and several boxes). So, he can go around the house for any purpose any time, and, of course, it’s not so difficult to look through the windows (we have curtains, but not the whole windows are covered ). 5. There is almost all the time somebody from your home who wakes up earlier and start singing in the bath-room, speak loudly by phone, cook,… Oh, plenty things to be described…. 6. Every day I get some shock because of meeting with cocroaches (I have never seen so huge!!! Like a big finger on my hand). Yes, if somebody hears that I’m screaming or have not nice face – it means I met a big cocroach or many small,… Anyway very soon I’m gonna kill them all! 7. Now we have the repairment in our house, everything is gonna be repainted. And it’s one of the thing I’m very angry about. As this painter can come and go any time he wants, he is doing not quality job at all and I really can’t understand how we can pay for this, but for others it seems like ok, they don’t care so much,hm… it should be better for their health 8)! And, of course, my clothes and all my things are packed, so, if I need something I should really look for it in the bags and plastic bags…. Ok, now I feel better and now I can go to sleep to have a nice day tomorrow,… And, of course,to be continued… As I just started. 8)